I am trying to move on with my life following the devastating and sudden end of my marriage and the incomprehensible and continuing acts of betrayals since then.
Sadly, it looks like I will be facing a protracted court case to disentangle myself from my scumbag ex. As it stands, I am looking at a final hearing by end of summer 2016, possibly later.
This week, I made some very hard decisions which I am optimistic will help me move on with my life in a positive and fulfilling manner.
I also made the firm decision to start living life again instead of waiting for the end of my divorce/financial settlements to live again.
Baby steps and a work in progress.
I believe in the power of positive thinking.
And as part of those tough but positive decisions, I have taken some bold, exciting but daunting steps which I might write about in coming weeks.
Shit happens and now I either deal with the shit or drown with the shit.
I choose to live.
This morning, sitting on the edge of the bath, I found this unusually painful and hard on my bum. It finally dawned on me that this is because there is less padding on my previously humongous padded bottom!
Now that’s a nice problem to have.
I have this week smashed the 5 1/2 stones loss. I am utterly thrilled.
Next mini target is 6 stones loss which will take me to a weight that I haven’t been since my 20s.
6 1/2 stones, that is another 12 pounds loss, will take me to a weight I haven’t been since I was a teenager.
This blows my mind more than chocolate ever did.
Week Thirty Five’s Verdict: today’s weight 88.7 kg, week’s weight loss 0.9 kg (1.98 pounds); total weight loss; 35.7 kg; 78.5 pounds; 5 stones 8.7 pounds
I’ve actually lost approximately 79 pounds but I preferred the axes to ninja stars…but here’s another picture dedicated to a particular reader who wrote that she likes the photos I post on my blog! xx